Tired and not feeling well today. I’ve plodded through the have-to’s including school planning and basic chores. It’s hard to rest when so many things remain undone. Unfortunately, even this blog feels like an obligation today, but a deal is a deal.
Why is it so hard to show ourselves a bit of grace. When our kids are little and cranky, we don’t hesitate to put them down for a nap. If a family member is feeling sick, I’m all about shooing them to bed for some down-time. However, when its me, I tend to want to push through and keep going. I don’t know why. It’s not that the earth would quit spinning if I stopped for a bit. It might be that I’m elevating my own importance – I don’t want to find out that the family would be just fine without me for a short time.
What if it’s because it’s easier to be nice to the people I love than it is to be nice to myself. Something to think about…right after I take a nap.
Visual artist playing with collage, assemblage and whatever else I imagine. Homemaker and homeschooling Mom of four children aged 10 to 24. Ready to fully embrace life and leave regret and fear behind. Each new day is an opportunity to love, create and live with intention...