Two more layers done. I kind of hate it at this point. I walked away rather than paint over it. That’s not an uncommon reaction. Today was the easiest day to work on it so far. I really have missed making stuff. It’s been months and months and months. I kept saying that I would get back to it when I got this or that done. As I’ve discussed recently this and that never get done.
I’m not really a flowers in a vase, still life kind of artist. We’ll let it “simmer” overnight and see what happens tomorrow.
- some old seeds
- 3 shoes (a pair and a shoe and interestingly enough, the random shoe is not a mate for the odd shoe earlier in the week)
- a favorite t-shirt that was more holes than shirt
- a stack of old artwork that my kids made – I saved my favorites
- an old journal that is not filled with happy memories
I’m going to count today a success. I made a little money and I made a real dinner for the family. The trash is out before the trash men are pulling into the cul-de-sac tomorrow morning. I didn’t yell at anyone and used mainly kind words. I had to drive the dying car without air-conditioning and it made it where it was going and back and I didn’t melt. I worked on some art and decluttered and cleared off a surface or two. My youngest and I did a bunch of school. Oh, and I deposited the money I made in the bank before we were overdrawn.
I’m going to let you in on a little secret. Most of the day, I didn’t feel like it was a good day. But I’ve been regularly reading a friend’s CaringBridge entries and she is relentlessly looking for the bright side. If she can do it, then I certainly should be able to do so.
So today, I have been trying to live in gratitude – in all things and in all ways…grateful for a car that serves my needs if not my wants, grateful for a small paycheck that was just enough, grateful for excess that allows me to have trash, grateful for people in my life that I love even if they drive me crazy sometimes, grateful for the opportunity to homeschool and spend time with my daughter, grateful for my talents and the desire to use them, grateful to have choices, and opportunity and wise friends.
And that was today.