Monday mornings present an interesting juxtaposition of thought for me.
On on hand they are an opportunity…a new beginning and fresh start. A chance to write down that to-do list and accomplish…whatever it is that needs doing.
On the other hand, Mondays can just be frustrating. So much to do and so much undone from the week before. The feeling that this week might be just as difficult, or more so, than the week before.
The latter thought process is not helpful. It is self-defeating and starts the week off with negativity. Nevertheless, the thoughts are a reality and cannot be ignored. Sometimes life can seem to be an endless loop of beginnings and endings and not much in the middle.
So, today I shall acknowledge that sometimes life is frustrating. And that sometimes the end of my week does not meet the expectations of the beginning.
And I shall continue to try and live in grace and hope…and be grateful for the opportunity a new week provides. I’ll make a new list and continue to be optimistic about the possibilities that this week of my life might offer.
I will attempt to live through the ups and downs that these days of my life will certainly serve up. I know in advance that there will be failure and tears and happiness and beauty. I will travel through the challenges and dwell in the good. That is my plan for this week.
And now is the time to share the news that I have been alluding to over the past several weeks. I can share the part of the story that is mine.
Our son, Jacob, has joined the Army. He completed the last of the process and was sworn in last Wednesday. He reports for training the middle of this month. There is much I could write about this journey. I shall keep it simple.
I am his Mom.
I love him.
I am proud of him.
I am afraid for him.
This decision has been a long time coming for him. I have watched him carefully consider it. Research it. Carry it in his heart and revisit it from time to time. This is what he feels called to do.
I believe in him and am in awe of his ability to listen to that “voice” that is guiding him. I have struggled my whole life with finding my way.
I read a quote the other day. I can’t remember where. “To find your purpose, follow your passion.”
He is doing that.
Travel well, my son.
May we all find our passion and our purpose and travel well.