Journal page #20…
Not a lot of journaling happening lately…
Last week ended with a two-day trip to San Antonio to visit my future grandson and his Mom and Dad. I forgot my journal although I remembered to bring my supplies. (Sigh)
Then I got busy working on a larger project (which I finished late last night). It was inspired by one of my journal pages.
I have an idea for another project that relates to it. Hopefully, I can start on it this afternoon.
But first, I need to get some other things done.
You know, mundane things like laundry and dog hair patrol. Necessary tasks but not nearly as interesting as paint and glue and paper…
I could have become overwhelmed by the to-do list buzzing in my head, but I stopped before that happened.
I took a deep breath.
And made a list of all the things that I thought needed to be done by me today.
And then I edited it.
I left the things that had to be done today and started a list for tomorrow (or the next day).
I drew a line through “save the world” and settled on “write a note to a friend having a difficult time”.
I added “journal page or two”.
I wrote “studio time” with the knowledge that I may get started on my new idea or I may spend some time sorting and tidying.
Dishes, laundry and dinner are still on the list.
At the bottom of the list I wrote “balance”.
Then I wrote it at the top also.
I can’t do it all, but I’ve got a degree in English so I can write and edit and make a list that helps me define what is possible and necessary and helpful.
And not overwhelming.
It’s been a long time since I dedicated myself to making time for art-making in my life. To really commit to the process as a priority. I’ve sporadically done a bit here and there, but not made it a daily thing.
It’s going to require a great deal of effort to balance consistent art making with the rest of my life. To effectively integrate it with my other responsibilities and not overwhelm myself.
Making art is an important part of who I am. It makes me happy (not all the time happy because art is a sometimes frustrating, time consuming and always messy undertaking). I have some talent, but a definite calling. At the risk of sounding cliche – art completes me.
I can’t journey towards an intentional life if I don’t include art-making in it.
But, I have other responsibilities also: Wife, Mom, Sister, Homemaker, Teacher and on and on…
Adding artist to the mix on a daily basis is doable (I hope).
A balancing act…but a worthwhile one…
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Tell your story! The world is a better place when we share our gifts, and we are better for it. I’ll be looking forward to reading what you have to say.
I should do that with my writing talent.
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